Most
men are not satisfied with the permanent output of their
lives.
Nothing can wholly satisfy the life of Christ within his
followers
except the adoption of Christ's purpose toward the
world
he came to redeem. Fame, pleasure and riches are but
husks
and ashes in contrast with the boundless and abiding joy
of
working with God for the fulfillment of his eternal plans. The
men
who are putting everything into Christ's undertaking are
getting
out of life its sweetest and most priceless rewards.
J.
Campbell White ( 1909)
Secretary
of the Laymen's Missionary Movement
Surely
there can be no greater joy
than
that of saving souls.
Lottie
Moon (1887)
"Patron
Saint of Baptist Missions"
Chapter
9
Missions:
The
Battle Cry of Christian Hedonism
Did
Moses or Paul Retire?
Most
men don't die of old age, they die of retirement. I read somewhere
that half of the men retiring in the state of New York die within two
years. Save your life and you'll lose it. Just like other drugs,
other psychological addictions, retirement is a virulent disease, not
a blessing.1
These
are the words of Ralph Winter, founder of the United States Center
for World Mission. His life and strategy have been a constant summons
to young and old that the only way to find life is to give it away.
He is one of my heroes. He says so many things that Christian
Hedonists ought to say (although he wishes I would not use the word
"hedonist")!
Not only does he call retired Christians
to quit throwing their lives away on the golf course when they could
be giving themselves to the global cause of Christ, but he also calls
students to go hard after the fullest and deepest joy of life. In his
little pamphlet, "Say Yes to Missions," he says, "Jesus,
for the joy that was set before him, endured the cross, despising the
shame . . . To follow him is your choice. You're warned! But don't
forget the joy."
In fact, in all my reading outside the
Bible over the past fifteen years, the greatest source of affirmation
for my emerging Christian Hedonism has been from missionary
literature, especially biographies. And those who have suffered most
seem to state the truth most unashamedly. I will tell you some of my
findings in this chapter.
But first, back to the issue of
retirement. Winter asks, "Where in the Bible do they see that?
Did Moses retire? Did Paul retire? Peter? John? Do military officers
retire in the middle of a war?"2 Good questions. If we try to
answer them in the case of the apostle Paul, we bump right into a
definition of "missions" which is what we need here at the
beginning of this chapter.
As Paul writes his letter to the
Romans, he has been a missionary for about twenty years. He was
between twenty and forty years old (that's the range implied in the
Greek word for "young man" in Acts 7:58) when he was
converted. We may guess, then, that he was perhaps around fifty as he
writes this great letter.
That may sound young to us. But
remember two things: In those days, life expectancy was less, and
Paul had led an incredibly stressful life-five times whipped with
thirty-nine lashes, three times beaten with rods, once stoned, three
times shipwrecked, constantly on the move and constantly in danger (2
Corinthians 11:24-29).
By our contemporary standards he
should perhaps be "letting up" and planning for retirement.
But in Romans 15 he says he is planning to go to Spain! In fact, the
reason for writing to the Romans was largely to enlist their support
for this great new frontier mission. Paul is not about to retire.
Vast areas of the empire are unreached, not to mention the regions
beyond ! So he says,
Now,
since I no longer have any room for work in these regions, and since
I have longed for many years to come to you, I hope to see you in
passing as I go to Spain, and to be sped on my journey there by you,
once I have enjoyed your company for a little. (Romans 15:23-24)
Paul
was probably killed in Rome before he could ever fulfill his dream of
preaching in Spain. But one thing is certain: He was cut down in
combat, not in retirement. He was moving on to the frontier instead
of settling down to bask in his amazing accomplishments. Right here
we learn the meaning of missions.
The Meaning of Frontier
Missions
How could Paul possibly say in Romans 15:23, "I
no longer have any room for work in these regions"? There were
thousands of unbelievers left to be converted in Judea and Samaria
and Syria and Asia and Macedonia and Achaia. That is obvious from
Paul's instructions to the churches on how to relate to unbelievers.
But Paul has no room for work!
The explanation is given in
verses 19-21,
From
Jerusalem and as far round as Illyricum I have fully preached the
gospel of Christ, thus making it my ambition to preach the gospel,
not where Christ has already been named, lest I build on another
man's foundation, but as it is written,
They
shall see who have never been told of him, and they shall understand
who have never heard of him.
Paul's
missionary strategy is to preach where nobody has preached before.
This is what we mean by Frontier Missions. Paul had a passion to go
where there were no established churches-that meant Spain.
What
is amazing in these verses is that Paul can say he has fully preached
(literally: "fulfilled") the gospel from Jerusalem in
southern Palestine to Illyricum northwest of Greece! To understand
this is to understand the meaning of Frontier Missions. Frontier
Missions is very different from domestic evangelism. There were
thousands of people yet to be converted from Jerusalem to Illyricum.
But the task of Frontier Missions was finished. Paul's job of
"planting" was done and would now be followed by someone
else's "watering" ( 1 Corinthians 3:6).
So when I
speak of missions in this chapter, I generally refer to the Christian
church's ongoing effort to carry on Paul's strategy: preaching the
gospel of Jesus Christ and planting his church among groups of people
who have not yet been reached.
The
Need for Frontier Missions
My assumption is that people
without the gospel are without hope, because only the gospel can free
them from their sin. Therefore missions is utterly essential in the
life of a loving church, though not all Christians believe this.
Walbert Buhlmann, a Catholic missions secretary in Rome,
spoke for many mainline denominational leaders when he said,
In
the past we had the so-called motive of saving souls. We were
convinced that if not baptized, people in the masses would go to
hell. Now, thanks be to God, we believe that all people and all
religions are already living in the grace and love of God and will be
saved by God's mercy.3
Sister
Emmanuelle of Cairo, Egypt, said, "Today we don't talk about
conversion any more. We talk about being friends. My job is to prove
that God is love and to bring courage to these people."4
It
is natural to want to believe in a God who saves all men no matter
what they believe or do. But it is not biblical.5 Essential teachings
of Scripture must be rejected to believe in such a God. Listen to the
words of the Son of God when he called the apostle Paul into
missionary service:
I
have appeared to you for this purpose, to appoint you to serve and
bear witness to the things in which you have seen me and to those in
which I will appear to you, delivering you from the people and from
the Gentiles-to whom I send you to open their eyes, that they may
turn from darkness to light and from the power of Satan to God, that
they may receive forgiveness of sins and a place among those who are
sanctified by faith in me. (Acts 26:16-18)
This
is an empty commission if in fact the eyes of the nations don't need
to be opened, and they don't need to turn from darkness to light, and
don't need to escape the power of Satan to come to God, and don't
need the forgiveness of sins that comes only by faith in Christ who
is preached by the Lord's ambassadors. Paul did not give his life as
a missionary to Asia and Macedonia and Greece and Rome and Spain to
inform people they were already saved. He gave himself that "by
any means [he] might save some" ( 1 Corinthians 9:22).
So
when Paul's message about Christ was rejected (for example, at
Antioch by the Jews), he said, "Since you thrust the word of God
from you and judge yourselves unworthy of eternal life, behold, we
turn to the Gentiles" (Acts 13 :46). At stake in missionary
outreach to unreached peoples is eternal
life!
Conversion to Christ from any and every other allegiance is precisely
the aim. "For there is salvation in no one else, for there is no
other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved"
(Acts 4:12).
The
Justice of God in Judgment and Salvation
God is not unjust. No one will be condemned for not believing
a message they have never heard. Those who have never heard the
gospel will be judged by their failure to own up to the light of
God's grace and power in nature and in their own conscience. This is
the point of Romans 1:20-21.
Ever
since the creation of the world his invisible nature, namely his
eternal power and deity, have been clearly perceived in the things
that have been made. So they are without excuse: for although they
knew God they did not glorify him as God or give thanks to him.
Apart
from the special, saving grace of God, people are dead in sin,
darkened in their understanding, alienated from the life of God and
hardened in heart (Ephesians 2:1, 4:18). And the means God has
ordained to administer that special saving grace is the preaching of
the gospel of Jesus Christ.
I
am a debtor both to the Greeks and to the barbarians, both to the
wise and to the foolish; so I am eager to preach the gospel to you
also who are in Rome. For I am not ashamed of the gospel: It is the
power of God for salvation to everyone who believes. (Romans 1:14-16)
The
Effects of Universalism on Missions
The notion that people
are saved without hearing the gospel has wreaked havoc in the
missions effort of denominations and churches that minimize the
biblical teaching of human lostness without Christ. Between 1953 and
1980, the overseas missionary force of mainline Protestant churches
of North America decreased from 9,844 to 2,813, while the missionary
force of evangelical Protestants, who take this biblical teaching
more seriously, increased by more than 200 percent. The Christian and
Missionary Alliance, for example, with its 200,000 members, supports
forty percent more missionaries than the United Methodist Church with
its 9.5 million members. There is amazing missionary power in taking
seriously all the Word of God.6
Many Christians thought the
end of the colonial era after the Second World War was also the end
of foreign missions. The gospel had more or less penetrated every
country in the world. But what we have become keenly aware of in the
last generation is that the command of Jesus to make disciples of
"every nation" does not refer to political nations as we
know them today. Nor does it mean every individual, as though the
great commission could not be completed until every individual were
made a disciple.
What Are People Groups?
We are
increasingly aware that the intention of God is for every "people
group" to be evangelized-that a thriving church be planted in
every group. No one can exactly define what a people group is. But we
get a rough idea from passages like Revelation 7:9.
After
this I looked, and behold, a great multitude which no man could
number from every nation, from all tribes and peoples and tongues,
standing before the throne and before the Lamb ....
It
is almost impossible to draw precise distinctions between "nations,"
"tribes," "peoples" and "tongues." But
what is clear is that God's redemptive purpose is not complete just
because there are disciples of Jesus in all twentieth-century
"nations," i.e., political states. Within those countries
are thousands of tribes and castes and subcultures and languages.
So the remaining task of Frontier Missions no longer is
conceived mainly in geographic terms. The question now is, "Where
are the unreached people groups?"7
Since the first
edition of Desiring God appeared in 1986 there has been tremendous
progress in the cooperation of mission agencies, denominations and
churches in the tasks of researching and evangelizing the unreached
peoples of the world. There is now basic agreement that "of the
12,000 known ethno-linguistic peoples in the world, 10,000 already
have a church-planting movement in their midst. . . . [At the end of
1994, of the 2,000 groups remaining ] only 1,000 have virtually no
penetration. . . . Today we have a target list of least-evangelized
peoples that is being revised each year to reflect greater accuracy.
The 100 largest of these peoples . . . represent almost two billion
people."8 They are found mainly in the Muslim, Hindu, Buddhist
and Animist peoples of the so-called 10/40 Window.9 It seems to me
that Rick Wood is not overstating things when he says, "Never
before in Christian history has there been such a large movement with
so many sincere believers, churches denominations and agencies
working together toward the common goal of a church for every people.
This level of global cooperation is unprecedented."10
Missionsis Finishable, But Not Evangelism
To keep
us sober in our estimates of the remaining task of reaching the
unreached people groups of the world, Ralph Winter reminds us of two
facts.
First, evangelism can never be finished, but
missions can be finished. The reason is this: missions has the unique
task of crossing language and culture barriers to penetrate a people
group and establish a church movement; but evangelism is the ongoing
task of sharing the gospel among people within the same culture.
This fact allows us to talk realistically about "closure"
-- the completion of the missionary task, even if there may be
millions of people yet to be won to Christ in all the people groups
of the world where the church has been planted.
The second
fact Winter reminds us of is that there are probably more people
groups than the ones listed among the 12,000 ethno-linguistic groups
mentioned above. He illustrates by pointing out that tribal
divisions along the lines of mutually unintelligible dialects may
vary depending on whether the dialect is spoken or written. So, for
example, Wycliffe Bible translators may detect that a translation of
the Bible is readable in a dialect covering a wide area, while Gospel
Recordings may determine that seven or more different audio
recordings are needed because of the audible distinctions in the
larger dialect.
Thus Winter asks, which level of people group
did Jesus have in mind when he said, "This gospel of the kingdom
will be preached in the whole world as a testimony to all the
peoples, and then the end will come" (Matthew 24:14)? His
answer: "We'll find out . . . the closer we get to the
situation. In the meantime we need to live with guesses. . . . We
can only learn more as we go! And at this hour greater human
resources are looming into view than have ever been available to the
unfinished task!"11
The point of these observations is
that the job of Frontier Missions is not complete. In fact the vast
majority of missionaries are working on "fields" where the
church has been planted for decades. The need for frontier
missionaries is great. The Lord's command to disciple the remaining
unreached groups is still in force. And my burden in this chapter is
to kindle a desire in your heart to be part of the last chapter of
the greatest story in the world.
Dramatic
Growth!
There
are historical as well as theological reasons for hope that the task
of world missions is finishable...
Ralph
Winter has observed that the drop from 11 to 7 (62%) between 1980 and
1989 (in the second column) is equivalent to the drop from 360 to 220
(62%) in the first 900 years of church history! The two measurements
in the second and fourth columns, and the trends that they reveal,
are two of the most hopeful insights in the study of church growth.
Even though there is an ongoing and urgent need for more frontier
missionaries to penetrate the final unreached peoples with the
gospel, it seems that the momentum of closure is accelerating. In
addition to the iron-clad promise of Jesus in Matthew 24:14, that the
gospel will penetrate all the peoples, there is the empirical
evidence that this is in fact happening, and at an increasing rate.
It is "A Finishable Task"!
Becoming
World Christians
I
would like to believe that many of you who read this chapter are on
the brink of setting a new course of commitment to missions: some a
new commitment to go to a frontier people, others a new path of
education, others a new use of your vocation in a culture less
saturated by the church, others a new lifestyle and a new pattern of
giving and praying and reading. I want to push you over the brink. I
would like to make the cause of missions so attractive that you will
no longer be able to resist its magnetism.
Not
that I believe everyone will become a missionary, or even should
become one. But I pray that every reader of this book might become
what David Bryant calls a World
Christian-that
you would reorder your life around God's global cause. In his
inspiring book In
the Gap,
Bryant defines World Christians as that group of Christians who say,
We want to
accept personal responsibility for reaching some of earth's
unreached, especially from among the billions at the widest end of
the Gap who can only be reached through major new efforts by God's
people Among every people-group where there is no vital, evangelizing
Christian community there should be one, there must be one, there
shall be one. Together we want to help make this happen.16
The Rich
Young Ruler
The
biblical basis for the missions commitment of a Christian Hedonist is
found in the story of the rich young ruler (Mark 10:17-31)
As
[Jesus] was setting out on his journey, a man ran up and knelt before
him, and asked him, "Good Teacher, what must I do to inherit
eternal life?" And Jesus said to him, "Why do you call me
good? No one is good but God alone. You know the commandments: `Do
not kill, Do not commit adultery, Do not steal, Do not bear false
witness, Do not defraud, Honor your father and mother."'
And he said
to him, "Teacher, all these I have observed from my youth."
And Jesus looking upon him loved him, and said to him, "You lack
one thing; go, sell what you have, and give to the poor, and you will
have treasure in heaven; and come, follow me." At that saying
his countenance fell, and he went away sorrowful; for he had great
possessions.
And Jesus
looked around and said to his disciples, "How hard it will be
for those who have riches to enter the kingdom of God!" And the
disciples were amazed at his words. But Jesus said to them again,
"Children, how hard it is to enter the kingdom of God! It is
easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich
man to enter the kingdom of God."
And they
were exceedingly astonished, and said to him, "Then who can be
saved?" Jesus looked at them and said, "With men it is
impossible, but not with God; for all things are possible with God."
Peter began to say to him, "Look, we have left everything and
followed you." Jesus said, "Truly, I say to you, there is
no one who has left house or brothers or sisters or mother or father
or children or lands, for my sake and for the gospel, who will not
receive a hundredfold now in this time, houses and brothers and
sisters and mothers and children and lands, with persecutions, and in
the age to come eternal life. But many that are first will be last,
and the last first."
This
story contains at least two great incentives for being totally
dedicated to the cause of Frontier Missions.
With
Men It Is Impossible, but Not with God
First,
in Mark 10:25-27 Jesus said to his disciples, "It is easier for
a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to
enter the kingdom of God."
And
they were astonished and said to him, "Then who can be saved?"
Jesus looked at them and said, `With men it is impossible, but not
with God; for all things are possible with God."
This
is one of the most encouraging missionary conversations in the Bible.
What missionary has not looked on his work and said, "It's
impossible!"? To which Jesus agrees, "Yes, with men it is
impossible." No mere human being can liberate another human
being from the enslaving power of the love of money. The rich young
ruler went away sorrowful because the bondage to things cannot be
broken by man. With man it is impossible! And therefore missionary
work, which is simply liberating the human heart from bondage to
allegiances other than Christ, is impossible-with men!
If
God were not in charge in this affair, doing the humanly impossible,
the missionary task would be hopeless. Who but God can raise the
spiritually dead and give them an ear for the gospel? "Even when
we were dead through our trespasses, God made us alive together with
Christ" (Ephesians 2:5). The great missionary hope is that when
the gospel is preached in the power of the Holy Spirit, God himself
does what man cannot do-he creates the faith which saves.
The
call of God does what the call of man can't. It raises the dead. It
creates spiritual life. It is like the call of Jesus to Lazarus in
the tomb, "Come forth!" (John 11:43). We can waken someone
from sleep with our call, but God's call can summon into being things
that are not (Romans 4:17).
God's
call is irresistible in the sense that it can overcome all
resistance. It is infallibly effective according to God's purpose-so
much so that Paul can say, "Those whom God called he also
justified." In other words, God's call is so effectual that it
infallibly creates the faith through which a person is justified. All
the
called are justified. But none is justified without faith (Romans 5
:1 ) . So the call of God cannot fail in its intended effect. It
irresistibly secures the faith that justifies.
This
is what man cannot do. It is impossible. Only God can take out the
heart of stone (Ezekiel 36: 26) . Only God can draw people to the Son
(John 6:44,65) . Only God can open the heart so that it gives heed to
the gospel (Acts 16:14). Only the Good Shepherd knows his sheep by
name. He calls them and they follow. The sovereign grace of God,
doing the humanly impossible, is the great missionary hope.
Two
Kinds of Self Love
When
Peter blurted out that he had sacrificed everything, he had not
thought as deeply as David Brainerd and David Livingstone. As a young
missionary to the Indians of New England, Brainerd wrestled with the
issue of self-love and self-denial. On January 24, 1744, he wrote in
his diary,
In
the evening, I was unexpectedly visited by a considerable number of
people, with whom I was enabled to converse profitably of divine
things. Took pains to describe the difference between a regular and
irregular self love; the one consisting with a supreme love to God,
but the other not; the former uniting God's glory and the soul's
happiness that they become one common interest, but the latter
disjoining and separating God's glory and man's happiness, seeking
the larger with a neglect of the former. Illustrated this by that
genuine love that is founded between the sexes, which is diverse from
that which is wrought up towards a person only by rational argument,
or hope of self-interest.20
Brainerd
knew in his soul that in seeking to live for the glory of God, he was
loving himself! He knew there was no ultimate sacrifice going on,
though he was dying of tuberculosis. Yet he knew that Jesus condemned
some form of self-love and commended some form of self-denial. So he
endorsed a distinction between a self-love that separates our pursuit
of happiness from our pursuit of God's glory, and a self-love that
combines these pursuits into "one common interest." In
other words, he did not make Peter's mistake of thinking his
suffering for Christ was ultimately sacrificial. With everything he
gave up there came new experiences of the glory of God. A
hundredfold!
"I
Never Made a Sacrifice"
On
December 4, 1857, David Livingstone, the great pioneer missionary to
Africa, made a stirring appeal to the students of Cambridge
University, showing that he had learned through years of experience
what Jesus was trying to teach Peter:
For my own
part, I have never ceased to rejoice that God has appointed me to
such an office. People talk of the sacrifice I have made in spending
so much of my life in Africa. Can that be called a sacrifice which is
simply paid back as a small part of a great debt owing to our God,
which we can never repay? Is that a sacrifice which brings its own
blest reward in healthful activity, the consciousness of doing good,
peace of mind, and a bright hope of a glorious destiny hereafter?
Away with the word in such a view, and with such a thought! It is
emphatically no sacrifice. Say rather it is a privilege. Anxiety,
sickness, suffering, or danger, now and then, with a foregoing of the
common conveniences and charities of this life, may make us pause,
and cause the spirit to waver, and the soul to sink; but let this
only be for a moment. All these are nothing when compared with the
glory which shall be revealed in and for us. I never made a
sacrifice.21
One sentence of
this quote is, I think, unhelpful and inconsistent: "Can that be
called a sacrifice which is simply paid back as a small part of a
great debt owing to our God, which we can never repay?" I don't
think it is helpful to describe our obedience as an attempt (albeit
impossible) to pay God back for his grace. It is a contradiction of
free grace to think of it that way. Not only is it unhelpful, it is
inconsistent with the rest of what Livingstone says. He says his
obedience is in fact more receiving-healthful, peaceful, hopeful. It
would honor God's grace and value more if we dropped the notion of
paying him back at all. We are not involved in a trade or purchase.
We have received a gift. But this reservation aside, the last line is
magnificent: "I never made a sacrifice."
This
is what Jesus' rebuke to Peter's sacrificial (self-pitying?) spirit
was supposed to teach. Our great incentive for throwing our lives
into the cause of Frontier Missions is the 10,000-percent return on
the investment. Missionaries have borne witness to this from the
beginning-since the apostle Paul.
Paul was bold to say that
everything was garbage compared to knowing and suffering with Jesus:
But
whatever gain I had, I counted as loss for the sake of Christ. Indeed
I count everything as loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing
Christ Jesus my Lord. For his sake I have suffered the loss of all
things, and count them as refuse, in order that I may gain Christ . .
. that I may know him and the power of his resurrection, and may
share his sufferings. (Philippians 3:7-10)
This
slight momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of
glory beyond all comparison. (2 Corinthians 4:17)
I
consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth
comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us. (Romans 8:18)
I do
it all for the sake of the gospel, that I may share in its blessings.
(1 Corinthians 9:23)22
Holy
Missionaries Are Most Hedonistic
It
is simply amazing how consistent are the testimonies of missionaries
who have suffered for the gospel. Virtually all of them bear witness
of the abundant joy and overriding compensations (a hundredfold!).
Colin
Grant describes how the Moravian Brethren were sending missionaries
out from the mountains of Saxony in central Europe sixty years before
William Carey set out for India. With utter abandon they reached the
West Indies, Surinam, North America, Greenland, South Africa, China
and Persia between 1732 and 1742-"a record without parallel in
the post-New Testament era of world evangelization." In
recounting the main characteristics of this movement, Grant puts
"glad obedience" at the top of the list. "In the first
place, the missionary obedience of the Moravian Brethren was
essentially glad and spontaneous, `the response of a healthy organism
to the law of its life.'"23
Andrew
Murray refers to this "law of life" in his missionary
classic Key
to the Missionary Problem.
Nature teaches us that every believer should be a soul-winner: "It
is an essential part of the new nature. We see it in every child who
loves to tell of his happiness and to bring others to share his
joys."24
Missions is the automatic outflow and overflow of love for Christ. We
delight to enlarge our joy in him by extending it to others. As
Lottie Moon said, "Surely there can be no greater joy than that
of saving souls."25
What
Lottie Moon did in promoting the cause of foreign missions among
Southern Baptist women in the United States, Amy Carmichael did among
the Christian women of all denominations in the United Kingdom. She
wrote thirty-five books detailing her fifty-five years in India.
Sherwood Eddy, a missionary statesman and author who knew her well,
said, "Amy Wilson Carmichael was the most Christlike character I
ever met, and . . . her life was the most fragrant, the most joyfully
sacrificial, that I ever knew."26
"Joyfully sacrificial!" That is what Jesus was after when
he rebuked Peter's sacrificial spirit in Mark 10:29-30.
John
Hyde, better known as "Praying Hyde," led a life of
incredibly intense prayer as a missionary to India at the turn of the
century. Some thought him morose. But a story about him reveals the
true spirit behind his life of sacrificial prayer.
A
worldly lady once thought she would have a little fun at Mr. Hyde's
expense. So she asked, "Don't you think, Mr. Hyde, that a lady
who dances can go to heaven?" He looked at her with a smile,
said quietly, "I do not see how a lady can go to heaven unless
she dances." Then he dwelt on the joy of sin forgiven.27
Samuel
Zwemer, famous for his missionary work among the Muslims, gives a
stirring witness to the joy of sacrifice. In 1897 he and his wife and
two daughters sailed to the Persian Gulf to work among the Muslims of
Bahrein. Their evangelism was largely fruitless. The temperatures
soared regularly to 107 "in the coolest part of the verandah."
In July 1904 both the daughters, ages four and seven, died within
eight days of each other. Nevertheless, fifty years later Zwemer
looked back on this period and wrote, "The sheer joy of it all
comes back. Gladly would I do it all over again."28
In
the end, the reason Jesus rebukes us for a self-pitying spirit of
sacrifice is that he aims to be glorified in the great missionary
enterprise. And the way he aims to be glorified is by keeping himself
in the role of benefactor and keeping us in the role of
beneficiaries. He never intends for the patient and the physician to
reverse roles. Even if we are called to be missionaries, we remain
invalids in Christ's sanatorium. We are still in need of a good
physician. We are still dependent on him to do the humanly impossible
in us and through us. We may sacrifice other things to enter Christ's
hospital, but we are there for our spiritual health, not to pay back
a debt to the doctor!
Invalids
Make the Best Missionaries
Daniel
Fuller uses this picture of patient and doctor to show how the
effective missionary avoids the presumption of assisting
God:
An
analogy for understanding how to live the Christian life without
being a legalist is to think of ourselves as being sick and needing a
doctor's help in order to get well. Men begin life with a disposition
so inclined to evil that Jesus called them "children of hell"
(Matthew 23:15).... In Mark 2:17 and elsewhere Jesus likened Himself
to a doctor with the task of healing man's sins; He received the name
"Jesus" because it was His mission to "save His people
from their sins" (Matthew 1:21). The moment we turn from loving
things in this world to bank our hope on God and His promises summed
up in Jesus Christ, Jesus takes us, as it were, into His clinic to
heal us of our hellish dispositions.... True faith means not only
being confident that one's sins are forgiven but also means believing
God's promises that we will have a happy future through eternity. Or,
to revert to the metaphor of medicine and the clinic, we must entrust
our sick selves to Christ as the Great Physician, with confidence
that He will work until our hellishness is transformed into
godliness.